When will I want to have again?

As a young child I was molested. As a result of this I remember being very curious in at a young age. At age 13 I became ually active and am ashamed to say was very promiscuous. At age 18 I was d and since then have looked at that as my punishment. I have learned not to act y in front of guys anymore but do want to want a relationship--I just don't feel the desire. I am now 29 years old, single, and have no interest in . What is wrong with me and when will I want to be whole again?